Home? going where?

May 29th, 2008 by guitarlema

ask myself, really still wanna stay in KL for the next 6 month not going back to hometown? for wat? waste time and money only,really>? mom called today, Ah ku uncle also called, asked me how was i in the new house, washed the kitchen,toilet and the room, pack things in order, play with the guitar and leave the laptop on for whole day, heard the music and movie in the house which is dirty and messy ,which gonna stay all by myself until the uni reopen in july, then why i come back when there are nothing to do? my answer is i wanna improve myself in debate and spend more time in german language.. aber…but transport and weather made things trouble for me… try put in efforts but it seem never turn out, ..wei ping message come three time today.. which is now turn yesterday…ask me to join them and then cancel the discussion.. wrote in the diary that if one wanna improve in an area, the best way is spend time in the area, no matter how little or unimportant event can it be, even a small discussion or join the team in the mamak stall, someday it just might turn out u never regret the time u spend for it, Lord ,guide me..

read quite a number of blog wrote by friends, found out i really not really know them, tot we spend really quality time together, we did, but it just turn in to memory when i didn’t remain the relationship,miss a lot of potential..great great friend..not to say now my friends are not great,but just really wan a /more friends that can share heart and don’t affraid to expose the bad habits in front of them… sometime really think i might have mental illness, carrying different face and personality in front different group of people, can be very extreme from a guider leader great person to a loner passive and selffish person.. and i’m not pretending,, every part is the real me,,..

dad coffee shop still haven’t get new worker,.. mom wan me to go back help.. i really dunno how.. debate team seem to be great even without me…but still wanna be a part of it.. someday it will be greater because of me and the whole team..  someday… someday…

Mothers day special..stil mot my work..haha

May 10th, 2008 by guitarlema
Why are you crying, a young boy asked his Mom?

"Because I’m a woman," she told him.

"I don’t understand," he said.

His Mom just hugged him and said,

"And you never will, but that’s O.K."…….

Later the little boy asked his father,

"Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?".

"All women cry for no reason," was all his Dad could say……

The little boy grew up and became a man,

still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God and when God got back to him, he asked "God, why do women cry so easily?"

GOD answered……

"When I made woman,

I decided she had to be special.

I made her shoulders

strong enough to carry

the weight of the world, yet,

made her arms gentle enough to give comfort…

I gave her the inner strength

to endure childbirth

and the rejection

that many times will come

even from her own children.

I gave her a hardness

that allows her

to keep going and take care

of her family and friends,

even when everyone else gives up, through sickness and fatigue without

complaining….

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all

circumstances. Even when her child has hurt her badly….

She has the very special power to make a child’s boo-boo feel better and

to quell a teenager’s anxieties and fears….

I gave her strength to care for her husband, despite faults

and I fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart….

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but

sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him

unfalteringly….

For all of this hard work,

I also gave her a tear to shed.

It is hers to use

whenever needed and !

it is her only weakness….

When you see her cry,

tell her how much you love her, and all she does for everyone, and even though

she may still cry, you will have made her heart feel good.

She is special!

Please send this to women you know, and those with mothers,

sisters, and special women in their lives.

But, also send this to men so they will understand about what a

wonderful thing a woman is.

Each day is a mountain that must be climbed; with courage each step

gets easier.

Love your Mother Always

and keep her Smiling

Just post something for nothing..

May 10th, 2008 by guitarlema

not my pieces of work.. now must tell cause after taking Ilmiah have the thing call #plagarism# maybe wrong spelling bleuek..

What makes up an AHLIAN?

1-Girls who type in those very KAWAII type of typing. (got no sense of using alphabetical)

Eg. KOoOlxDD kEkEXX, fereEbBeR LuRbbbE * * MiIlUubInNG rAwKkxxx X)) jioOo moIi, OorR add MOIIZXZ * *

AhLian #1: ‘Ohmiigosh, wo de aiai deardearxzxs hao shuaixzxs worhx!’

AhLian #2: ‘Cheyxzxs, wo de DarDarzxs more de shuaizxs norhzxs!’

AhLian #3: “iim q0inq tuhh sch00l t0m0rrowx nehs”

Their so called “short cut writing” (short form) but it’s 100x more longer

2-Create a chubby nicknames such as XiaO XiaO, Baby, BaObEi, mEi mEi, LiTtLe PiNkie etc

Mostly they love to start it with “Xiao” :- XiaoApplexzxs or XiaoPwiiincessxzxs (Eeewww! For me is xiao char boh!!!)

They can’t even use a proper english: Princess = Pwiiincess ??!! OMFG

3-Very “Lala” (clown look)

-Fat thighs with super short skirts

-Layered clothes (they can wear 3/4/5 clothes once) with tie on it

-Girls who wear short skirts with an extra long tight pants inside

-Tend to buy rip off clothes

-Different colors/patterns of long socks/shoes/shoe laces

-Full with skeletons/crowns images on their clothes

-Pontianak hairstyle with variety of colors (looking like rainbow)

-A princess wannabe

4-Have online Gangs:- jie (big sis), kor (big bro), di (small bro), mei (small sis), er zi (son), nu er (daughter), laogong (husband), laopo (wife) etc etc etc

5-Have more than 1000 of friends (usually the opposite sex) in their friendster list and love to say:-

SORRY, THIS ACCOUNT FULL JOR, PLEASE ADD MY ANOTHER ACCOUNT

-xxXXxx_1@hotmail.com (full)

-xxXXxx_2@hotmail.com (full)

-xxXXxx_3@hotmail.com (full)

-xxXXxx_4@hotmail.com (full)

-xxXXxx_5@hotmail.com (ReMeMbErxx AdD wOor YoH***)

6-They talk to everyone as if the others were deaf esp when they saw cute boys around, they start to act ,talk loud to make it more “obvious” so that those ah beng will notice them.WTF?! Love to wondering around the mall (from early morning till late night) and eventually they can sit on the floor looking like a begger.

7-Love to snap pictures with their ridiculous finger poses, a disgusting “tongue out” or with stupid thing that they think is cool

do u Know How to say “Merry Christmas”

December 24th, 2007 by guitarlema

Maybe u think i grab it from someone, but God give me the heart to find this and share with You,

do u Know How to say "Merry Christmas"
in Different Languages

Afrikaans - een plesierige kerfees

Arabic - I’D MIILAD SAID OUA SANA SAIDA

Argentine - Felices Pasquas Y felices ano Nuevo

Armenian - Shenoraavor Nor Dari yev Pari Gaghand

Azeri - Tezze Iliniz Yahsi Olsun

Basque - Zorionak eta Urte Berri On!

Bohemian - Vesele Vanoce

Brazilian - Boas Festas e Feliz Ano
Novo

Breton - Nedeleg laouen na bloavezh mat

Bulgarian - Tchestita Koleda; Tchestito Rojdestvo Hristovo

Chinese - (Mandarin) Kung His Hsin Nien bing Chu Shen Tan          (Catonese) Gun Tso Sun Tan’Gung Haw Sun

Cornish - Nadelik looan na looan blethen noweth

Cree - Mitho Makosi Kesikansi

Croatian - Sretan Bozic

Czech - Prejeme Vam Vesele Vanoce a stastny Novy Rok

Danish - Glædelig Jul

Dutch - Vrolijk Kerstfeest en een Gelukkig Nieuwjaar!

English - Merry Christmas

Esperanto - Gajan Kristnaskon

Estonian - Ruumsaid juulup|hi

Farsi - Cristmas-e-shoma mobarak bashad

Finnish - Hyvaa joulua

French - Joyeux Noel

Frisian - Noflike Krystdagen en in
protte Lok en Seine yn it Nije Jier!

German - Froehliche Weihnachten

Greek - Kala Christouyenna!

Hawaiian - Mele Kalikimaka

Hebrew - Mo’adim Lesimkha. Chena tova

Hindi - Shub Naya Baras

Hungarian - Kellemes Karacsonyi unnepeket

Icelandic - Gledileg Jol

Indonesian - Selamat Hari Natal

Iraqi - Idah Saidan Wa Sanah Jadidah

Irish - Nollaig Shona Dhuit

Italian - Buone Feste Natalizie

Japanese - Shinnen omedeto. Kurisumasu
Omedeto

Korean - Sung Tan Chuk Ha

Latvian - Prieci’gus Ziemsve’tkus un Laimi’gu Jauno Gadu!

Lithuanian - Linksmu Kaledu

Manx - Nollick ghennal as blein vie noa

Maori - Meri Kirihimete

Marathi - Shub Naya Varsh

Navajo - Merry Keshmish

Norwegian - God Jul

Pennsylvania German - En frehlicher Grischtdaag un en hallich Nei Yaahr!

Polish - Wesolych Swiat Bozego Narodzenia

Portuguese - Boas Festas

Rapa-Nui - Mata-Ki-Te-Rangi. Te-Pito-O-Te-Henua

Rumanian - Sarbatori vesele

Russian - Pozdrevlyayu s prazdnikom
Rozhdestva is Novim Godom

Serbian - Hristos se rodi

Slovakian - Sretan Bozic or Vesele vianoce

Sami - Buorrit Juovllat

Samoan - La Maunia Le Kilisimasi Ma Le Tausaga Fou

Scots Gaelic - Nollaig chridheil huibh

Serb-Croatian - Sretam Bozic. Vesela Nova Godina

Singhalese - Subha nath thalak Vewa. Subha Aluth Awrudhak Vewa

Slovak - Vesele Vianoce. A stastlivy Novy Rok

Slovene - Vesele Bozicne. Screcno Novo Leto

Spanish - Feliz Navidad

Swedish - God Jul and (Och) Ett Gott Nytt År

Tagalog - Maligayamg Pasko. Masaganang Bagong Taon

Tamil - Nathar Puthu Varuda Valthukkal

Thai - Sawadee Pee Mai

Turkish - Noeliniz Ve Yeni Yiliniz Kutlu Olsun

Ukrainian - Srozhdestvom Kristovym

Urdu - Naya Saal Mubarak Ho

Vietnamese - Chung Mung Giang Sinh

Welsh - Nadolig Llawen

Yugoslavian - Cestitamo Bozic

Papua New Guinea - Bikpela hamamas blong dispela Krismas na Nupela yia i go long yu

there are many ways to say merry christmas… but all of them become meaningless when u mention it without love of Christ..Jesus love u..Celebrate your Christmas with Him in Church.. Be Bless my friends.. Keep in touch..

Liebe Jonathan Tew,
0164306390

Anniversary Dinner..

December 2nd, 2007 by guitarlema

Just came back from ToG 25th anniversary dinner.. Happy Birthday to ToG…and Happy birthday to G yan and P Andrew..too.. it have been such a long time..it recall me back to Epcom 25th on 825..

Well.. as usual everyone dress up nice nice in big event… all the pastor for all over places.. outreach and oversea come in on accord to celebrate the event…dancing and singing are expected.. well quite enjoyed it actually.. especially when the Youth Pre concert for 12 30th… when fu and the others on stage perform so great.. then Tanya and i scream like mad in our place.. really mad .. because only two of us scream thru out the thing take place…but it sound like everyone screaming .. don’t believe? haha next time just stand beside me la..haha

Feeling weird.. it seem like the bond between me and the youth is no longer that close as b4.. well wat to say .. i have been not around for sometime..but still enjoyed to be with them.. grab lot of photo also..everyone keep complaining bout my hair style.. which no style because too short jahhaha.. and meet a fellow which will be going for Life Impact Game ..bi peen friend kinda getting excited for the camp..

But the way just put a Yes for TOG youth camp in bukit merah..i never tell anyone .. that i tell God if they ask me for more than 8 time to go for the camp .. then i will go…but some how they manage to do that..so God.. bless with strength and wisdom .. and financially of course.. course 4th-8th is Life impact game in Nibong tebal.. then 11th till 16th is BB youth camp in Penang Hill..then only go on 17th till 19th for youth camp Tog..really need money and time to rest.. god bless my studies as well.. and i pray for everyone involve with me in any camp and things.. and my cell members..Zoey sixuan and the rest too.. May god bring us thru every storm and smile..

need rest…ohya.. Wieo if u read this.. i pray that ur face is smoother b4 u get injury get well soon and have a safe journey.. Pam Good luck and all th best for ya exams..after that we go hangout la..and same to SpM ppl who gonna finish this wed..

Auf wiedersehen..

Home Finally..

November 28th, 2007 by guitarlema

Location:Restoran Ria..My dad Kopitiam..Gelugor, penang Time :1:33pm. Date:28th Nov

Music: Ping Guan..(Love me next time)

well.. finish my last paper on 12th Nov, the most terrible paper, did quite ok.. but my mundlichen prufung (oral test) …sehr Gut Auch ..hehe..then.. straight away head to my Grandma place.. go back with her to penang..oh ya my grand parent in penang is in China HOOK CHIU district at that time..no need to mention all the penang good foods..haha sorry la.. just can’t help..next time u all come pg i bring u all out..got some new from others pg friends when travelling back.. UpM ppl all finnish d and heading back..(end up in a same bus with Teik woei and his Girlfriend.. wat a suprise!!), Ukm Ppl like Tze Im and Eelyn still have exam..(should be finished now), and Sixuan inviting me to CHC Pg.. can’t wait to see..and TOGyouth camp..pam want me to go…and i did wanna go.. but i really pokai d..haiz.. god help me..$$$..

well.. didnt stay to long in penang, just manage to attend BB Youth camp leaders trainning session in AIM and comfirm to go for life impact GAme.. ahve a nice warmth with ccc and the gang in Say Poh qiu(Wash cloth Bridge..nice name huh).. then 17th head back to KL again,.. when i mention 17th Nov.. i must mention my New beloved Cell leader.. Zoey Moo..cause it was her b’day..heard my member bagi her kena"Shower of blessing " tat day..she never know whose idea it is haha….;p of course ..i did make it for the party , it was 930 when i reach KL with my grandma..oo.. in case u don’t know..i got a new cousin.. a baby call Jia ying is now in the family..she is now in my home page..cute isn’t she..more pic coming up..haha.kindna funny.. cause whenever i go my grandma place in KL.. my Job is always EAt ..Sleep..Play..watch Tv..so.. just like PIG haha..but i’m a skiny one. haha..

18th ..head back to UM..Holiday started since i finished my exam but need to attend some meeting and camps..and next year ..hmm next month..dec 30th start new sem…have a long day meeting in PKV(persatuan Kristian Varsiti)booth, i joined the chinese session by the way..start to evaluted events the pass year .. then we hzve dinner in place?? i never remember the place i go to eat..it seem like a puzzle that never come in piece.. haiz..than we continue meeting meeting meeting.. till day light….but the loction switch to ..KAmpar.. in a place call Haven Place..a very nice actually… the price is even nice..somemore with air con..i bring my mom camera .. so u can see flash here and there…haha…the P.I.Charge. bro John is a nice person.. he add a lot of raw thing for us.. BBQ la..it was 19th night.. after a series of meeting and fun.. we frme our group leader . jien han.. why.. cause he have b’day tat day.. we make him become snow man.. maybe can try this on Zoey too..haha/..but now i have another concern.. i have so many friends.. and their b’day is so close.. how i gonna money bag stop bleeding next year??God Help me$$$…ok back to kampar.. evrything goes like any christian camp..until….

20th___day of mud and bun..well 27 of us head to Gua tempurung after breakfast…i never been to there before.. and the experince was so great.. we climb hill.. slip from up to down.. craw under the water with smell of "bat shit" and it really smell BAD…all our cloth full of mud and wet.. the Ranger is a good one.. he manage to bring all of out..with only minor injuries.. in 4 and half hour(normally their only take 3 hour) you can see any thing if u din bring the touch light. why i mention? cause we didn see Wan chao pants koyak until we got out hahahaha…if wanna see pic check my Multiply site..i like the wind Tunnel part in the cave.. the wind is so strong and there is the only part with wind any time.. got some science teory and i forgot wat the superior say..u find out.. so after finish the highest level trip in coconut cave.. we wash up a bit in the toilet there..man the ppl really know how to make money bath .. syampu and water also charge… then head to food of cause/.our time was delayed for almost 2 hour.. i was 340pm when we came out.. but we didn’t miss the "Min Bao Kai"(Bun wrap chicken).. everyone was so hungry till.. when the food is there.. 3 minute later it was already in our stomach..haha// the next morning i have to song lead a sesion.. gOSH is was so long since i last song lead.. but thank God it turn out well and everyone enjoyed…hope He enjoyed as well..wrap everything in pack after the photo sesion…wan chao let me drive her Kancil back to kl..the two hour Drive with 120 km/j is quite nice as charlene,wan Chao and i have a good chat..only the last few minute we got lost as wan chaoforget where to go..

Stay 2 nite in Kolej..my hostel is in PJ..grab all of movie and series from friends,watch non stop…hahah…that morning li keat (younger than me but Medic 2nd year in um Punya HengTai) call me out to have breakfast in Paramount..quite enjoyed but really weird when the hawker all put Penang Famous Khar Koat teow, penang Har mi..penang curry mee..we share out with 5 different choice.. which make our stomach happy..he complain he finish the exam yesterday but start class on monday again.. haha. medic student ma.. like tat lo..then i finish Prison break season two..hero season one and too bad hero season two only episode6.. any one can send me the series after that.. really Gatal now la..hhehe

so the map goes like tat>>PJ>>>KL>>>PG>>KL>>UM>>KAMPAR>>>Gua tempurung>>>UM >>????>>>KL >>PG

wat is the ????.. well i forget the place name.. but i know i was 40 minutes away for UM and quite near Genting ..it is on the mountain also..wat i do there? i go for UM Chinese Debate camp ..not going to describe here.. gonna write in Chinese later.. so head back to my grand place and take a few shot of the baby gurl. baby really grow fast.. well now already in penang but my sister head back to UUm for her test.. hmm.. Hei Pg ppl .. call me out if u boring.. cause i well always on call.. hahaahahaha…

My 20th Birthday…

August 29th, 2007 by guitarlema

This year, my birthday is special… i know every year for sure is different.. but this year it was the 1st time i spend it somewhere else than penang..where i start.. ok i got 4 birthday cake this yeAR..ya really thank to all my friends who prepared everything for me.. and thanks for your message via Internet or SMS.. and the 1st time in my life.. i got a German written birthday card(thanks to my German lecturer and seniors.. of course not to forget..kit and yVern my only coursemates)..Um is a nice place but i haven started to fully enjoy it yet.. but i really wont forget Kolej 9 family 9 member.. they make out one day for me even thou test is coming and some have presentation and competition..we all go to sunway and eat steamboat(the taoke there rugi banyak lo.. we eat almost half the table and boys take 5 person meal n even girls made their stomach to allocate for 3 ppl..wow..)hahha.. then we go back to kolej to eat in mamak stall (a green tea cake).. which made us all green as we already really full hah..then 24-25th is 8th penang Boys brigade 25th anniversary…me and CCC be Host that nite (emcee la..) that nite really rocks..thou we have some minor mistake and nervous but it rocks man(we did have rehearsal also.. cause i rush back from kl the nite b4 and didn’t really prepare but thanks God we got His Grace oh ya must thank everyone who give advise and trusted in me xspecially Sean and the sir and ccc) ohh ya my mom convo in Usm also end D it was the week b4 she was the 1st in our family n another one will  graduated after 3 year :p.. so 7.30 in 26th morning i travel back to kl d with li keat and kit (realli fell sorry cause didn spend too much with my family members and sorry la pamjivasab<combination of Pam ah Jie Eva and Sabrina and s ling jireh and Tog ppl sorry relly no time to spend with u all>.)cause i have to prepare for competition the next day..oh ya i won a Chinese Debate semi-f with Elaine sooyee and Wping.. we now gong to compete on the 3rd sept for grand final..but really don’t how to prepare this time"我国独立50年,华社更了解其他族群“Nova somebody help me…oh ya then we go eat mamak in college( the food is nice and cheap.. lucky me in 9th kolej) but 28th i got morphology test..so have to stay up till 3 something(normally 2 something i go sleep d, everyday got class at 8.00except Thursday) so i k book with Sandra and vivian and xinying in mamak.. but wat made me touch is my roommate zi pei and weilun they wait for me come back that nite just to give me a surprise cake(they say they wanna go pudu buy cake for me but raining so it turn out to be koperasi muffin only X-p) but really thank you la and jason too..really thanks to everyone who involve in my Birthday and those who send me comment and messages and delayed wishes and those who "remember" and keep me in mind haha.. and thank God for all His grace..and Next year will always be Better..ya Danke schön und Bis dann..liebe JOnatHA..n

tired..

July 8th, 2007 by guitarlema

my orientation drive me crazy… didn’t sleep for more than 6 hours form the last wek and now no mood to write long long.. well but quite ebjoy it .so till then .. Auf windensehen..

6.52…Arrival…

June 30th, 2007 by guitarlema

Gosh.. finally arrived d at UM,,after a long journey.. where sleeping is an issue.. but go trru it like nothing.. thanks to the boys’ brigade trainning.. well for ur infor.. i ‘m standing in front the college pc wrting blog.. hah.. never thougt can use pc so fast.. welll.. now haven eat breakfast so wait till when dunno la..the speaker keep come out with the "malaysian" like mmusic.. which contain the "al al al lala lalla" things.. on the other hand Tze im and the gang who went to UKM still in middle the highway they got stop for breakfat.. but still think i’m luckier.. they pay 43 for bus sekolah onnly but mine is travel bus.. now i’m the only penangite male student in my college.. hope can have cell with chinese ppl.. well i got cell18th.. dunno good a not gonna find out later.. oh ya.. there r dozens of SITI in all cell..just imagine u call the name SITI then.. all turn back,,,.. hah cant wait to try that..the canteen is making nasi lemak but comfirm not for freshes..haiz.. i wanna eat .. ok till now gonaa call many ppl now…GOD Bless ME… arrr

60+60+26 minute.. then bye bye…n heloo UM

June 30th, 2007 by guitarlema

finally.. everything is ready .. can go in the bus with bigbag laio.. just heard that chee kuang is gonna study german too in upm.. yea not alone finally (well i was never alone..haha).. .. lets see after go to Kl..!st thing to do.. ………………call back to Penang.. wellnot ganna be homesick so fast.. but realise that parents gonna worry even thou they never mention.. many a time when i go for camps and function i never call back…well i learn the lesson when someone share  a story with me years ago.. can’t remember who and wat.. but i will call back to make sure they noe where ‘m i sine then. then have to call those ppl in church ..yayaya.. the youth..hope they gonna be around .. or pM gonna worry for the attendance ha..

then.. after the halusiswa thing gonna go out with seniors.. which they promise to help us to survive and where to hunt for good food and stuff..yumyum… after that tsudy study stduy..styud..until one time can call up some friend then do some reunion…haha.. eee….who har…???ooo…gurll got many i can remember but boy…aahh..ahh??? never mmind they will come for me.. the i gonna be pokai..well. but Lord do bring me tru all this with ur wisdom.. make sure i do read ur word for time to time.. and send some "angel’ to "call" to remind me.. (mean u la) and find one church to stay down..dad is right must work hard this time.. Yes SIr.. AIM+++==master then Ph.D <><> still dunno come out can work as wat.. hah..

alright ..leaving bye..bye