Archive for May, 2008

Home? going where?

Thursday, May 29th, 2008

ask myself, really still wanna stay in KL for the next 6 month not going back to hometown? for wat? waste time and money only,really>? mom called today, Ah ku uncle also called, asked me how was i in the new house, washed the kitchen,toilet and the room, pack things in order, play with the guitar and leave the laptop on for whole day, heard the music and movie in the house which is dirty and messy ,which gonna stay all by myself until the uni reopen in july, then why i come back when there are nothing to do? my answer is i wanna improve myself in debate and spend more time in german language.. aber…but transport and weather made things trouble for me… try put in efforts but it seem never turn out, ..wei ping message come three time today.. which is now turn yesterday…ask me to join them and then cancel the discussion.. wrote in the diary that if one wanna improve in an area, the best way is spend time in the area, no matter how little or unimportant event can it be, even a small discussion or join the team in the mamak stall, someday it just might turn out u never regret the time u spend for it, Lord ,guide me..

read quite a number of blog wrote by friends, found out i really not really know them, tot we spend really quality time together, we did, but it just turn in to memory when i didn’t remain the relationship,miss a lot of potential..great great friend..not to say now my friends are not great,but just really wan a /more friends that can share heart and don’t affraid to expose the bad habits in front of them… sometime really think i might have mental illness, carrying different face and personality in front different group of people, can be very extreme from a guider leader great person to a loner passive and selffish person.. and i’m not pretending,, every part is the real me,,..

dad coffee shop still haven’t get new worker,.. mom wan me to go back help.. i really dunno how.. debate team seem to be great even without me…but still wanna be a part of it.. someday it will be greater because of me and the whole team..  someday… someday…

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Mothers day special..stil mot my work..haha

Saturday, May 10th, 2008
Why are you crying, a young boy asked his Mom?

"Because I’m a woman," she told him.

"I don’t understand," he said.

His Mom just hugged him and said,

"And you never will, but that’s O.K."…….

Later the little boy asked his father,

"Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?".

"All women cry for no reason," was all his Dad could say……

The little boy grew up and became a man,

still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God and when God got back to him, he asked "God, why do women cry so easily?"

GOD answered……

"When I made woman,

I decided she had to be special.

I made her shoulders

strong enough to carry

the weight of the world, yet,

made her arms gentle enough to give comfort…

I gave her the inner strength

to endure childbirth

and the rejection

that many times will come

even from her own children.

I gave her a hardness

that allows her

to keep going and take care

of her family and friends,

even when everyone else gives up, through sickness and fatigue without

complaining….

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all

circumstances. Even when her child has hurt her badly….

She has the very special power to make a child’s boo-boo feel better and

to quell a teenager’s anxieties and fears….

I gave her strength to care for her husband, despite faults

and I fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart….

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but

sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him

unfalteringly….

For all of this hard work,

I also gave her a tear to shed.

It is hers to use

whenever needed and !

it is her only weakness….

When you see her cry,

tell her how much you love her, and all she does for everyone, and even though

she may still cry, you will have made her heart feel good.

She is special!

Please send this to women you know, and those with mothers,

sisters, and special women in their lives.

But, also send this to men so they will understand about what a

wonderful thing a woman is.

Each day is a mountain that must be climbed; with courage each step

gets easier.

Love your Mother Always

and keep her Smiling

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Just post something for nothing..

Saturday, May 10th, 2008

not my pieces of work.. now must tell cause after taking Ilmiah have the thing call #plagarism# maybe wrong spelling bleuek..

What makes up an AHLIAN?

1-Girls who type in those very KAWAII type of typing. (got no sense of using alphabetical)

Eg. KOoOlxDD kEkEXX, fereEbBeR LuRbbbE * * MiIlUubInNG rAwKkxxx X)) jioOo moIi, OorR add MOIIZXZ * *

AhLian #1: ‘Ohmiigosh, wo de aiai deardearxzxs hao shuaixzxs worhx!’

AhLian #2: ‘Cheyxzxs, wo de DarDarzxs more de shuaizxs norhzxs!’

AhLian #3: “iim q0inq tuhh sch00l t0m0rrowx nehs”

Their so called “short cut writing” (short form) but it’s 100x more longer

2-Create a chubby nicknames such as XiaO XiaO, Baby, BaObEi, mEi mEi, LiTtLe PiNkie etc

Mostly they love to start it with “Xiao” :- XiaoApplexzxs or XiaoPwiiincessxzxs (Eeewww! For me is xiao char boh!!!)

They can’t even use a proper english: Princess = Pwiiincess ??!! OMFG

3-Very “Lala” (clown look)

-Fat thighs with super short skirts

-Layered clothes (they can wear 3/4/5 clothes once) with tie on it

-Girls who wear short skirts with an extra long tight pants inside

-Tend to buy rip off clothes

-Different colors/patterns of long socks/shoes/shoe laces

-Full with skeletons/crowns images on their clothes

-Pontianak hairstyle with variety of colors (looking like rainbow)

-A princess wannabe

4-Have online Gangs:- jie (big sis), kor (big bro), di (small bro), mei (small sis), er zi (son), nu er (daughter), laogong (husband), laopo (wife) etc etc etc

5-Have more than 1000 of friends (usually the opposite sex) in their friendster list and love to say:-

SORRY, THIS ACCOUNT FULL JOR, PLEASE ADD MY ANOTHER ACCOUNT

-xxXXxx_1@hotmail.com (full)

-xxXXxx_2@hotmail.com (full)

-xxXXxx_3@hotmail.com (full)

-xxXXxx_4@hotmail.com (full)

-xxXXxx_5@hotmail.com (ReMeMbErxx AdD wOor YoH***)

6-They talk to everyone as if the others were deaf esp when they saw cute boys around, they start to act ,talk loud to make it more “obvious” so that those ah beng will notice them.WTF?! Love to wondering around the mall (from early morning till late night) and eventually they can sit on the floor looking like a begger.

7-Love to snap pictures with their ridiculous finger poses, a disgusting “tongue out” or with stupid thing that they think is cool

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